Coffee and books....

This morning me Mustang and I got stuck in the driveway. I didn't make it to work untill 12:30 and that's only because my father had to take me. Work sucked as usual. Right now I am once again in an "artsy" phase all I really want to do is paint and read and listen to massive amounts of music and hang out at coffee houses and shop for vinyls. It's actually getting hard to get up in the morning knowing that I have to go to work and stay at my computer till 5. Hopefully that feeling will pass shortly. I am now officially addicted to coffee, I have to have at least 2 cups a day in order not to get a headache. I want to go to school full time so badly right now, but I can't. Here's my vision for the upcoming year: Work full time till summer, hoping to get all my bills paid off and if not paid off at least at a managable payment. In the fall I want to attend school again full time and work part time to support my cell phone and car payments. I cannot wait to have my time occupied with homework and books and notes again. Right now I don't really have a new goal to work towards besides the bills and it's depressing. At least with school I could meet new people and learn things, I feel like a vegetable right now, I had to start reading books not a book at a time but 2 or 3 at a time just to feel satisfied. I recently found myself wandering through my lap tops Encarta, just to find things I have never heard about and to read about them. Im cared Im going to start memorizing the phone book or somehting if I dont start classes soon. More to come tomorrow. Email me with any odd questions or suggestions.