Revalation....

Well, once again I find my self pondering the idea of religion. I started watching a movie last night called "Left Behind" (courtesy of Terri, thank you) it is about the book of Revalations, which has me wondering again just how good of a christian am I? I had a dream last night, it was a warm yellowish orange light with a cupped hand, and I remember getting this feeling in my chest like a panic/excited feeling but it was ok. I went to touch the hand and I pulled back and asked myself "what if it's not real?", then I heard someone say "don't fight it, you have to believe" So that's exactly what I did and I ended up touching this hand and got this really excited feeling again like it was taking over me.It was refreshing. It could have been that I was just so tired and waking up myself by not breathing because I was so relaxed and semi-unconscience. So, I think it is trying to tell me to figure out what exactly I am, and what I am here to do. Saturday night is a church service at my church, I am there.