When life is hard you have to change....

Not that my life is hard in any means but the lyrics from my all time favorite band put it best I think. It's time for a change again, yes my hippy ass didn't want to believe that Saturn or whatever planet went into another retrograde, and that it really would effect my life right now, but I can honestly say I see a difference. I am a little more cranky then usual, I am analyzing everything, and I am in desperate need of a change again. So here's the plan, #1. My Room, it's a disastrous monstrosity of a space. It's piled with dirty laundry, magazines and mail I need to go through yet. My art projects are sitting up against my walls half finished just waiting to be tickled with my paint brush again. It is definitely time for a new bed dressing, I love the leopard print but it's going to go. I feel so weighed down in that room, and I've been having weird dreams, usually when I have unusually weird dreams it means that I'm not comfortable with something in my life. I'm going to go to Borders sometime this week and pick up a clearance book on Feng Shui, see if it makes a difference. #2 Relationships, I have not been the best friend lately, not returning phone calls, not answering my phone, I feel like I'm in a slump. This week I am focusing on returning phone calls maybe even some hand written letters of apology for being a horrible person. Angie, is a sweetheart, she'd do anything for me but for some reason I just don't call her back, she's at the top of the list for apologies. #3. Daily Routine, ok so I haven't been the best with keeping the diet, so today I started over again, I have to keep this promise to myself because I am gradually starting to see that I am not faithful to any promise I make usually, that's why I don't make them. Although I am not a big fan of exercise, I am starting up the old yoga videos again, and yes I will begin another strenuous session at the YMCA with the little brother. Believe it or not, for a 14 yr old, he's one hell of a trainer. #4 Money, Finally I am out of the red, after that little fiasco at the ATM, I realize that I should never have a card taken away from me because of my stupidity. So, Christmas is coming, I am saving up for that and other then that I am saving my damn money, and hopefully by summer I will be all caught up on bills and be able to move out. So there it is in writing, my friends will read this and I am sure if I am not doing something on this list I will hear about it, and I am hoping they will be there for me to remind me I am trying to put my life in order once again. Any suggestions from any friends or others will be helpful, please feel free to leave one. Any "help" books friends want to pass along or advise would be greatly appreciated. Eric, do not under any circumstance let me go in your room and get a BigKat, even though I will be craving one and want to kill anyone who stands in the way. Here's to a new year a little early I guess.