If I told you this was killing me, would you stop?

Well another month gone by and I still feel like I have been spinning my tires. Same job, same residency. Nothing ever seems to change (can you tell it's kind of a depressed day?) At work today all I could think about was getting the hell out of there yet I don't have anything to do after work, so why the rush? I feel so tied down there, nothings exciting anymore, nothings surprising anymore. It's the same thing everyday, work with the same people, sit int he same chair at the same computer, listening to the same people bitch. IM IN DESPERATE NEED OF A CHANGE! Yes, this article contradicts everything I said about change. I was blessed with the honor of meeting some new people last night. I drove down to the coffee house with my brother for open mic night, and ended up meeting an outgoing spirit there named Gerald (Miguel) hehe! Anyways, I normally do not just hang with people I do not know but for some reason this guy wanted me to go down to 129 Lounge with his and some friends. Let me tell you soemthing, it was an awesome time, for the first time in my life I wasn't shy around these new people and I am defintely looking forward to next Wednesday night. So with some new friends and the potential for a new job, life seems a little bit more brighter, until Tuesday comes and it's back to the same routine. I am heading out with my brother this weekend, who knows where, we have to hit the movies to see Ladder 49, a movie with Johnny and Joaquin? HOLY SHIT! MY PRAYERS WERE ANSWERED. I also have been keeping track of my horoscopes, only after they are to happen, just to see if they are even close to what happened. Honestly, they have not been all that far off, and for those fo you who know me, there was an especially haunting one about never never land being right in front of me and whitin reach. You know exactly what I am talking about. Change? Is it really a bad thing? Maybe, I may regret all the choices I make soon, or they could totally change my life and give me that kick in the ass I needed. So if anyone wants to spice up my life this weekend let me know, come find me I'll be more than happy to chat with you or hang with you. Bring on the change, bring on new things for me to do. Tomorrow is a totally different day and month, it's my month to shine with only 18 days till my birthday. Wish me luck on a new month and new experiences. I'll tell you if anything is better or worse. Out with the old in with the new.